I'm gonna start labeling these as the name of the song playing when I start. Lol. Seems kind of a fun thing to do. Never know what you'll get. It's Super Bowl Sunday. Biggest sports day in America. Yeah, I don't really care. I do want the Giants to win though. It'd be nice to see them beat the Patriots. I may not involve myself much with Football but omg I hate the Patriots and the Cowboys. e.e I'm all for the Redskins.
I feel weird that I never talk about my friends on these things, lol. I don't have friends to talk about. I don't hang out with people, obviously. My only real friend has pretty much ditched me for this guy, Tre and her boyfriend. Lol Pax? Who is that guy? ._. Ehh. It makes me mad. But, what can I do. That's life. It is what it is. It's like she expects me to be there when something has gone wrong. No, stupid girl. If I'm going to be there I want to be your friend. Properly. Good and bad. Not just the stuff that has you upset. It doesn't work like that, man. Two-way deal here.
Bryce talks so much now. About the funniest of things. And he wants everything, I guess he's just at that age. Take me to the concert. Buy me this, buy me that. Lol I wish I could buddy. I would buy you everything. He's like... living the childhood I never got to, if that makes sense. I want to make sure he has an amazing one. The kid is so happy and high-spirited. I love that about him. His laugh can just completely cheer me up because he has such an innocent laugh.
I don't know why I've been hurting so bad the past few days. My shoulders, back, and knees. Ohmygod. They have been really painful. Usually worse towards the evening. But, still. It sucks so bad. ;-; I hate being in pain. I hate feeling like I'm 60 when I'm only fucking 17. What am I gonna do when I actually do get older? I'm have to stay drugged up on stuff just even tolerate it. Eh. I'm ranting but, yet I'm still in a pretty decent mood, I guess. I was in a bad mood when I woke up for some reason, not sure why. I reckon it's just lack of sleep or whatever.
I have school tomorrow. I don't want to do it. I don't want to go. I have homework I need to do too. I always say, I'll do it during the weekend. No, I end up doing it at like midnight on a Sunday when I need to be sleeping. I'm such a horrible procrastinator. Back when I first started, I stayed on top of things. Managed my time well and everything. Lol not anymore. ._.
Did I ever tell you I love you? Lol. I do. Bunches. :3
Anyway, I need to go finish cooking and go get dressed and shit before people get here. Later.
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